i'm tired. it'll pass. it's that tired you feel when you've been running around conquering the world, finding cures for what ails you, fixing the unfixable problems of the world...

but i'm good.

i love getting things done. getting things accomplished. but right now i just want to go home. go to bed. but i know i need to get this thing in gear, catch a second wind, and move it on along to get some other things done. this is the time for getting things done. i feel like my life is a series of lists right now. and i'm checking things off left and right.

in the midst of checking things off of my list, i haven't been sleeping well. which sucks most of the time, but redeemed itself the other night when i got to talk to D-Dog for a while. God really is good. and He's brought all of my friends into my life for a purpose. i'm learning to trust His decisions and judgments. and i'm learning that when i think i'm doing this thing right, that's when i'm most wrong about the life that i'm living. that's when i've become vain and built myself up as the answer to the world's problems instead of allowing Christ to step in where he is needed.

i have so much to learn.