and so Seri has been doing his thing, i've been doing my thing, and sometimes we do things together. the latest happening was that i invited him to take a discarded ticket from a friend of mine for the jay z/mary j blige concert (which was awesome!!) and he said he would. then he backed out. then he decided to go. then i told him to man up which apparently talked him into going. then he decided for real not go. about 5 minutes before the show started. surprisingly, i wasn't mad. i was amused - slightly annoyed though because he waited until the last minute to tell me.

the reason i'm not that angry is because he FINALLY told me (not in so many words) that he's in love with his ex. so maybe that should make me angry but it actually makes me feel better because i know it's not me. i know that i'm not crazy. he wants his cake and eat it too and well, he's not having it. i'm not giving him what he wants and apparently she's not either. so he's almost SOL. and this weekend i put him in the "friend" box. men know you don't recover from that.

so i'm good. i'm fine. and attended the BEST concert i have been too EVER. jay-z is not the cutest man alive but that Brooklyn swagger gets me every time!!