i gave in and had another date with seri on friday and it was good. but now i'm a little confused. ok, a lot confused. i'm stupid i know. but i'm a girl and this is what some of us do. we date guys that we know aren't good for us and then complain to all of our friends about it.

enter girl ramblings:
so the confusing thing about the date was that it was so fricking normal and comfortable. i could see us being together for a while if it turned into that. but i don't know if i want that. ok, so on one hand i do and on the other i don't. we know the issues, but i'm getting to know him better and it's this crazy dichotomy of personalities. or what i perceived as a dichotomy of personalities. i'm so attracted to him and well, i'm assuming he's attracted to me or we wouldn't have these issues right? i just don't know what he wants.

i wish they had patches that you could wear on your arm to get rid of the craving for people that are bad for you. a seri patch would be good right now.

i need a seri patch - oh yeah, and i'm joining a relay marathon at work as an alternate. am i crazy or what?